You have to break yourself B. You're Peaking Out of this cycle, going in will diminish, falsify life-form –too much for 1(part) will poison short fry body needs 2- 3- 5- 10- 20(when you peak, it will hold your spiritual growth, conduit. You can keep for yourself "for the fear" to make partners with God and social acceptance... Or worship God and sacrifice; the expense of excess, inferiorities, the evil one and disease; give you of the waters of life, which you partake. Like All the angels, the Books and the messengers; Sovereignty. if you act false, niggardly with your gift (–for God) It will determine your fate, reverse) you will see your counterpart, Its life will be with you –to yield up your soul. if you reject God, sacrificing your higher life-form (love, caring, faith and believing, conceiving) to go back for yourself (cellular) Your passage to God and your soul (In that day, he which shall be upon the 'housetop' and his stuff in the house, let him not come down to take it away: and he that is in the field, let him likewise not return back. -Luke 17:31) will be cut off from the great being –Seeing I dog.