Or maybe she may have even told me when I was young and I just couldn't remember and that's how I knew it was true. ...not her telling me she forgot. but possibly vowing a vow to the Lord. She must have told me when I was really little...

I felt like it was true. And I feel like it's something normal, people do. And I thought it was something funny God would do... I've known since I was three, conceiving is from God. and I've been watching to see how people are and dissimilarity and their life form and reality, against their beliefs and consciousness distinguish opinions.

But it wasn't that she forgot. I realized my mother had a total different idea and understanding, and belief; of what that would mean and what that meant. like for her it meant something like, doing good, or "being a good person." I guess it's good we've got plenty of those at least.